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So happy you found ease and joy. Even this weekend after 2.5 years with my partner I had « pinch me » moments. I tell myself to remember how much I prayed for this and now it’s here! Meditation is helping me feel the goodness instead of fearing it. I convince myself it will be gone instead of enjoying what I have right now!

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Yes to feeling the goodness instead of fearing it -- i'm still working on that one!

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Hey, Liz - Glad to read "partner" instead of "the pharmacist"! And, how about using duffle bags and/or large back packs for packing. Leave suitcases in the closet.

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Hahah yes, he’s been upgraded on Substack, which is how you know it’s official :)

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Thank you for sharing, I experience exactly the same in my new relationship and it strucks me every time how easy things can be...

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It’s so validating to hear you’ve experienced something similar, thank you :)

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Bawling again at your ease in describing the differences between a wrong life and a right one. I've reached the distance from wrong life where I truly do have gratitude (that isn't prescripted, but as natural as anything) for knowing what wrong feels like. Huzzah <3

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So well put, thank you! (Writing is feeling the opposite of easy right now, so I appreciate that). And I very much hope a Substack is coming soon?? I would read the heck out of that.

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