So happy you found ease and joy. Even this weekend after 2.5 years with my partner I had « pinch me » moments. I tell myself to remember how much I prayed for this and now it’s here! Meditation is helping me feel the goodness instead of fearing it. I convince myself it will be gone instead of enjoying what I have right now!
Hey, Liz - Glad to read "partner" instead of "the pharmacist"! And, how about using duffle bags and/or large back packs for packing. Leave suitcases in the closet.
Bawling again at your ease in describing the differences between a wrong life and a right one. I've reached the distance from wrong life where I truly do have gratitude (that isn't prescripted, but as natural as anything) for knowing what wrong feels like. Huzzah <3
So happy you found ease and joy. Even this weekend after 2.5 years with my partner I had « pinch me » moments. I tell myself to remember how much I prayed for this and now it’s here! Meditation is helping me feel the goodness instead of fearing it. I convince myself it will be gone instead of enjoying what I have right now!
Hey, Liz - Glad to read "partner" instead of "the pharmacist"! And, how about using duffle bags and/or large back packs for packing. Leave suitcases in the closet.
Thank you for sharing, I experience exactly the same in my new relationship and it strucks me every time how easy things can be...
Bawling again at your ease in describing the differences between a wrong life and a right one. I've reached the distance from wrong life where I truly do have gratitude (that isn't prescripted, but as natural as anything) for knowing what wrong feels like. Huzzah <3